《渡》
花朵總有枯萎時,衰老之人終將逝;
親人們傷感地守在床邊,禱告人訴說著死者重生于極樂天;
年輕人不相信神與奇跡,萬物運(yùn)行有其軌跡;
植物凋零歸于塵土,眾生死去重返虛無。
老者曾經(jīng)也是青年,時光輪轉(zhuǎn)剝?nèi)ト蓊仯?br>縱使青春時光多燦爛,夕陽西下終將暗淡;
生命的火燭漸漸短去,衰老的心靈被注入恐懼;
年邁的病痛尚可忍耐,死后的虛無才是無盡的悲哀。
臨終之際喘息于床,夢中起身宛至天堂;
靈體漫步于仙境林間,鳥語花香蝶舞翩翩;
前方建筑形如銀行,接待者友善相迎頭頂圣光;
老人覺得這一幕似曾相見,對方自稱是重生保險業(yè)務(wù)員。
老人前世曾簽下重生保險協(xié)議,來世善惡將納入統(tǒng)計;
保費(fèi)并非真金白銀,取而代之為戒律善行;
守約行善即按時交納,惡言惡行算違約須受罰;
守約者意外或老死之時,重生保險也將如約給予重生來世。
一生回憶被依次清點(diǎn),業(yè)務(wù)員評價老人已通過檢驗;
按照承諾老人講新生于人間,臨走之前把來世續(xù)簽;
轉(zhuǎn)生之門開啟天使下來迎接,滿懷希望喜悅老人踏上臺階;
老人慶幸死后不是虛無,感謝現(xiàn)在后悔當(dāng)初。
神圣的光芒分崩離析,老人依舊躺在床上奄奄一息;
剛才的一切只是夢境與幻想,根本沒有什么來世與天堂;
死亡的恐懼再次襲來,垂死的心靈徹底蒙上陰霾;
自然規(guī)律無法違背,靈魂不死只是心里安慰。
床頭出現(xiàn)了一個幻影,勸說老人堅定信心;
重生幻想并非沒有意義,臨終關(guān)懷也是一種積極;
老人不以為然,說幻影本身也是虛幻;
謊言一旦識破就失去了作用,努力自我安慰也無法遺忘虛空。
呼吸漸漸變得微弱和急促,分子隨呼吸進(jìn)進(jìn)出出;
過去和現(xiàn)在雖是同一個自己,物質(zhì)組成從未始終如一;
老人中部分來自云朵,云朵中部分來自花朵;
花朵的血液中殘留著花貓,花貓的記憶中殘存著飛鳥;
生命的流動永不停止,哪怕死后依舊如此;
火葬的尸骨重歸泥土,天葬的血肉隨鷹飛舞;
花貓長眠綻放花朵,花朵凋零聚成云朵。
生命以一種形式死亡并以另一種形式新生,物質(zhì)能量的流動本身也是一種重生。
花朵總有枯萎時,衰老之人終將逝;
親人們傷感地守在床邊,禱告人訴說著死者重生于極樂天;
老人平靜地停止了呼吸,生命的能量開始了新的軌跡;
無須寄托天堂來克服恐懼,重生本是自然規(guī)律。
All flowers perish, all elderly vanish.
People stood by the bed sadly, priest said the future rebirth in rapture land hopefully.
Young people don't believe miracle and god, everything runs by physical law.
Plant dies and turn to mud, people dies and goes to void.
Old man once was a boy, times took his beauty.
Even sun was shining, it will always decending.
The candle of life became shorter and shorter, old mind filled will horror.
The pain of old and disease can bear, the void after death is endless fear.
In a bed lied the dying man, in the dream he came to a heavenly land.
His spirit wandered in fairy plants, bird sang, flower emissed, butterfly danced.
There is a bank in a ground, a waiter with holy halo greeted him in the front.
Old man feeled this scene familiar, the waiter said he is a insurance operator.
He signed a Rebirth Insurance contract in his previous life, all kinds and evils after that will add into summarise.
Premium is not gold or silver, instead is his kind behavior.
Behave kindly means premium paid, who do harms and evils will be paid.
When honest contractors die, Rebirth Insurance commit him an afterlife.
Old man's whole life was checked, operator gave him a check.
According to contract the old one would rebirth as mankind, before leave he had the contract once more signed.
Transmigration door opened and angels came down ,embraced by hope and joy the old man steped front.
The old man was glad that what after his death is not void, he appreciated the contract and to his prejudice he feeled sorried.
Holy halo was start to disappearing, the old one found he was still dying.
All before was just dream and illusion, there is no afterlife and heaven.
The fear to death came again, lights and hopes was totally drained.
Physical laws can not be disobeyed, enternal soul belief is like a star in space.
Aside the bed appeared a phantom, he persuaded the old one to build faith and decision.
Rebirth illusion is not negative, terminal care is a kind of positive.
The old one could not be persuaded, phantom itself was also a fake.
An identified lie lost its effect , self cheating can not make the void be forgetted.
Breath was fading out, molecular went in and out.
Past and present are the same people, the substance in body is not stay still.
Part of the elderly came from cloud, part of the cloud came from cow.
The vein of cloud carries parts of cat, the memory of cat stores parts of rat.
The flow of life is endless, the energy after life is restless.
The burned corpse turn to earth, the eaten flesh swim with fish.
Cat's death breed the bee, flowers's rot irrigate the tree.
Life dies from some forms to others, the flow of energy is also a kind of rebirth.
All flowers perish, all elderly vanish.
People stood by the bed sadly, priest said the future rebirth in rapture land hopefully.
Peacefully the old one halt its breathe, energy of life start new trace.
To overcome the fear need no heaven, rebirth is physical freedom.
2018.12 于心動獨(dú)立營
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